Saturday, June 04, 2005

today went out wif R & J haha we watch madegascar haha i like to move it move it i like to move it move it i like to MOVE it haha so funnie haha i think i am like gloria haha damn lazy but damn cool haha then we go play lan haha play new game starwars yeah its fun men haha a bit like war craft and a bit of cs haha not bad but onli 2 pple play so boring!! haha then i go home TRIED i said i TRIED to install the supid product but no cannot so stupid can arghh damn ass haha then i go out to meeeeeeet fel haha so long nvr see her haha ok lah onli a few days i also saw bee my ex sahli and wen2 haah then later me and wen2 go to mustafa change money i was RICH we had 14 000 altogether haha so hype up ahah yeah haha then later alot of shit happen dunnoe lah feel so akward can why why why i also dunnoe can arghhh!! ah ya dun miss me i am going to be M I A Missing In Action for a long period of time haha anything just msg me yup yup bye bye muacks

Friday, June 03, 2005

consist of many sadness i write wad i feel on my blog really and i dunnoe wad to say or do now but it was wad i felt at that moment and i just let it all flow out yup i dunoe also why is it all me usually its NVR me cause maybe i mind my own biz wax but i am not like tat i am not i also dunnoe FEEL LIKE an ASSHOLE

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

oh no sorry so long nvr update i got no mood to damn Friday i go home wif J.X haha he so crapy keep toking dun let me bored the bus then later xiao pang come .. we were stilll sitting at the bus stop after so long then later go tekka market eat i treat him haha damn regret eating so much haha so funnie i call soo soo ask her if i can borrow kitchen and i was so crapy haha i keep saying i am so cute cannot reject me then i say she also very cute cause look alike haha then later the J.Z say going to pei me go check out the food at sing siong but he didn't ahha but xiao pang did then we went poh kim she wants to see crayon boy haha then she find find find in the end i found for her it was at the 2nd lowest shelf then she squard n see then i keep giggling to myself haha then i just let it out hahah i did something haah poot haha then we both laugh and laugh n went out hehe she shouted hey u farted then i just walk and laugh and laugh haha then took 147 wit her then go home i dunnoe wad to do lah go out wif them or wad cause say go sammie house to watch dvd liao in the end i really didn't go out untill 10 plus cause 1 i stayed home check the flights 1st then go sammie place haah sammie cook for us and i WASH THE OILY pot haha then von so happy cause we watching a les show she so intrested and we drank vodka again that bottle really last us very long it has been 1 yr since we drank it haha but i tell u the 3 straight was awake n the les was SLPING hhaha then later on i send von home haha at nite not safe to walk alone so send her then i go back to sammie house the fel keep asking sammie to cut her hair haha then it was fine but sammie go trim it until very short haha at least fel got her GOTHIC or ROCK hairstlye haha and sammie REFUSE to let fel cut her hair haha then i just lay on the couch watch another dvd then i fell asleep!! oh FUCK it was 7 or 8am ah then i went home haha take bus i wanted to wait till 5.30 then go home i LOVED my bed wad to do haha.

Sat no plans actually but k.k call me go bk then decide wad to plan for holidays haha n they went to study in the end go dwn i didn't even OPEN my book haha then we go ikea go see stuff haha the k.k go bring the ikea book then we all so intrested we decided to go!! B wear ah so not matching haha she sit like she is wearing a shorts but she was wearing a SKRIT haha!! as usual we ran for the bus and my jeans like keep on wanting to drop i hold my bag and i hold my jeans haha take 147 go to clarke quay there say want to check out the cafe tat can play board games 1 haha but it was FULLY book not SHY wad!! then go Boat quay walk arond but all so hungry we went to eat haha the food not bad haha then later i made a decison bout wad i am going to do liao. then later go parklane meet the MONKS ahhaha, cannot play cs canoot play pool cause FULL house also so we went to acarde play lame games haha

sunday i went to jurong to buy my cam wah kao spoil CAN so angry so cheat my feeling can wad happen to the refund policy damn them sia not even 24hr can kao pei me and wiki go there then just nice it open but we are not the first 20 more like we are the 1st 200 can!! then got nothing to do i had no plans wad so ask xiao pang go out she going to be bridesmaid so need buy stuff ya. i felt really bad cause we suppose to go shopping but F say go check genting out then i was already on my way to town then we just had a rather quick walk then we went to k.k house i dun wan to dissapoint him anymore i actually wanted him to study for his exams i am christy not some1 else i am not a super girl but maybe i try to be dunnoe lah ahah then go home me and xiao pang so ZHU still hungry went to eat the 24hr thingy haha so YUCK can the food YUCK YUCK YUCK so EX some more then we walk to the next busstop as usual 147 came must ran and she dun wan to ran and i noe i can't make it so didn't borther haha we not lame wad we sit at the busstop competing who can sit cross legged the longest time haha then 147 came then the both of us refuse to drop she thinks i am going to stop the bus but she is WRONG haha so early wad can go home later haha in the end she tried to push me dwn then she go flag the bus haha wad a ZHU!! haha

monday go sentosa haha so little pple so much food then we go into the water but we made a SAND LUMP ah haha cannot be sand castle rite haha then this kid come make our lump when we swim away then we go back make it he keep whinnig so irratating then her older sister came and tell us tat is her bro make 1 haha then we tell them we started it 1st haah but wads their problem we didn't make noise when he come and make our 1 rite haha btw their only PRI skool kids feel so childish to quarrel or compete wif them then their whole family go make 1 haha then they so loud say haha our 1 so tall and fat then say ours so UGLY and short and skinny hahah i down there just kept laughing haha then later on k.k go step on their MOUTAIN haha the father called it a moutain then i dwn there laugh EVEN MORE haha then rite we so scared pple want to destroy our lump so in the end we go destroy it ourself haha. then go bathe then go to town ahah we in the bus see so many skimmers and me, k.k, fel was styling our hair in the train haha go watch movie i didn't join them i go find von haha birthday wad i go find her at marche give her SURPRISE haha i walk from lido to heeren all by myself then walk all the way to ps to meet W then i made him piss again i really dunnoe wad to do sometimes . cause it was a real last min thing i got to go home liao

today so bored suppose to go skool but woke up late haha then the new maid here must slp wif me haha i am so quiet ok ahah then i really wanted to go out so went to cindy house to watch monster in law i got the dvd mah ahah not bad i think 1 of J-lo best movies this time her movie was so different haha then now home going to fall asleep my lap top is on mute didn't even on the tv can dun want to wake the maid up see i so NICE!!

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

I am such a let dwn to all my frenz but i really dun have the cheak to see some1 and in the process i let dwn some1 again i am not myself really i really hope u give all give me some time to change and all i jus neeeeed to find myself and i wan u all to help me pls i really sorry SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY

JUST A KID
I woke up it was 7 waitied till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call I think i've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare I'm just a kid,
I know that its not fair Nobody cares,
cause I'm alone and the world is Having more fun than me..

And maybe when the night is dead,I'll crawl into my bed Staring at these 4 walls again I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time Everyone's got somewhere to go And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is Having more fun than me....

What the fuck is wrong with me? Don't fit in with anybody How did this happen to me? Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5(with echos in between)]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is Nobody wants to be alone in the worldNobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world isHaving more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight Nobody cares tonight Cause I'm just a kidTonight...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

i feel so screw up i hate it i am so sorry i feel i screw up all my frenz and tats something wrong wif me i sorry the BK trip i just push my luck i guess but i just thought it was appropiate u noe i got to come back to skool on 31, 4,5,6,7,8,9 to do FnN i noe i dun really seems borthered but when i pass i am happy i dun aim like so high we are all diff and i am really sorry okie i think u felt like a loner again but well u are NOT!! i am still here though u dun really wan me sometimes i just feel hurt by how my frenz treat me sometimes and i noe this time i hurt u and i think hurt u bad sorry i feel like a fucker sometimes cause when i am selfish it will be something to do wif u but its not tat i want it to be on u but i just dun noe!!
Go eat newton today the 4 of us eat hokkien mee then go home i feel asleep work up at 9 plus!! then tok to some1 then ya fuck sia i am such a fucker hey sometimes i feel like a loner though i go many frenz and aq but wads the diff when they are not true!!
-nameless-

Monday, May 23, 2005

KAO so true 1st i suppose to meet MULTI RACIAL SOCIETY but no nvr meet nvm then Xin and i decide to go bugis together meet the others then xin say she need to go eat wif her family haha ask me go i so NOT PAI SAI then go eat VEGETARIAN hahaha lol then go meet the others at seoul garden wah lau the maneger so kao pei then i was so piss cause I WANT a seprate bill then i say can u pls call your maneger then the others wah wah wah wah se mi sah!! kao sia nvm then we all throw our money and we say loud loud oh who have coins ah our WALLET onli have NOTES !! then we go take neoprint 2 machine wah the YJ comfirm got spoil the pic haha but nvm more fun and we didn't choose it, so in the end A didn't come n L was like 2 hours LATE!!! then we go ioi play pool wah so nice so cool so comfortable but not cheap lah!! play until so fun haha then go parklane play some more i lose to wen wen and my ex but all close match haha i won ron haha tat wasn't a close match haha then i rush home wen wen go my house haha then i play fire!!

Kao today will be very bad early morning i woke up then i was so piss i SACRIFICE not going to sentosa today but meet up wit old frena and can hear at the background dumb remarks just make me feel hurt but ahya nvm i feel damn asssssssss i dunnoe lah i am always there tats y pple take me for granted is it?? i dunnoe but i feel rather incomplete without frenz i am listening to the incomplete song again oh no later must go out seoul gdn i noe i can only choose 1 n is the choice i choose a WRONG 1?? i noe i can't go 4 both if go sentosa won't be able to keep track of time then still have to bathe and come back to sg ALONE!! would i be able to do tat?? wad if YOU sacrifice your old frenz just to stay in sentosa longer??

INCOMPLETE

Empty spaces fill me up with holesDistant faces with no place left to goWithout you within me I can’t find no restWhere I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry onBut I am swimming in an ocean all aloneBaby, my babyIt’s written on your faceYou still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you goI don’t wanna make you face this world aloneI wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew youI’m awake but my world is half asleepI pray for this heart to be unbrokenBut without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

INCOMPLETE

WADS wrong WITH you ah M!zzY CHRISTY YULIN!! today wait n wait then xiao pang come my house take bike then we cycle go to tekka mall to meet i REALLY THINK i am ALWAYS having COMMUNICATION break down with EVERYONE n i mean EVERYONE then later eat tau hua then later k came then later go parklane mac to wait for w and we decide to go geylang eat smelly tofu then got 5 bikes, i tong pang B, Ex tong pang xiao pang. W tong pang F, E and K ride themself then at MIDDLE ROAD the bike i lend my EX broke haha the back tire bend until DAMN jai lat then xiao pang felt bad but hey its okie i didn't cry or get mad haha i felt it was rather funnie cause it was the 1st time i see until like tat and it wasn't a car crash leh.... then later go wiki place borrow bike she is willing cause of ME hehehe then later go to urm... geylang long way against the traffic leh haha reach the place we order 3 tofu 3 SUPER SMELLY TOFU and 1 mala 1 haha we also got order urm.. sichuan noodle ah then later go back got communication break down again!! my husband cannnot take it can feel wah i already got 2 spoilt bikes if my husband going to break i will really CRY can feel alot alot of vibrations he is kind a old n rusty and going to break any time but hey i love him alot bring me super fast okie!! ahya i took xiao pang ex link !! wah sometimes i feel i cannot make all my frenz happy n i feel very bad really sorry if i left out any of my FRENZ okie sorry hope u give me time!! i reach home bathe come online and write blog
-NAMELESS-

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Wah so TIRED!!! just finishing washing myself up i kinda jus reach home!! today go meet DOUBLE S haha we go taka den go eat at cream yum yum den later me n sly jus sit n chat sam go meet von ahya nvm @ cream eat tthe superduper NICE BEEF SALAD wah shiork sia so long nvr eat then brownie wif icecream 2 person 24.50 so CHEAP haha suppose to me k.k but didn't then later i went home at 12.20am like tat haha took bike out to go cycling wif dy dy haha see how to go her house from mine so scary no traffic light but its NOT GOING TO STOP US!! then i go help her pack hahaha HENG not DUSTY!! on the way back to my place we go pass this superbig house like bungalow but hor its old n scary got BANANA tree also leh then we go the macperson eat supper haha dy dy eat urm... beehoon soup i eat kuay chap yuck dun EAT the kuay chap nice but the intestine its so hard n DISGUESTING haha i was so crapy i go tell her haha cute dick haha lol GET IT ;) haha i was tired hahha now i am home should i play game or slp ahya tomolo comfirm will go out!!

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